It's very good to see that Things are goign good for you, and I hope it continues like that for the rest of 2019 (and after)
I understand how you feel about the Nuzlocke, and that you don't feel like doing it anymore. I was a big fan of it, and have re-read it several times, and I understand if you don't want/can, but it would be a huge relieve to know what was the deal With Rick. Why he got those visions, who the person in his head is, what happened 7 years ago?
It's completly fine if you don't feel like telling, and I understand. But it never hurts to ask, right?